I started to get dressed to leave, skipping my shower. I told he was crazy, that I wasn't doing anything.
He was giving me some shit and started calling me a fag. He started harassing me about it, saying he'd seen me staring at some of the guys before. One day Dan, the 3rd baseman of our school team and a real hunk, caught me watching him as we changed after a late workout. I started observing other guys and wondering if their girlfriends were sucking them off. From all my pleading with her and talking about what fun it could be, I became obsessed with blowjobs. I couldn't convince her to give me a blowjob no matter how much I asked, she always refused saying it was nasty. I had been dating a girl for a while and we had progressed to a little touch feely and heavy petting which I enjoyed but found frustrating.
My first (of somewhat limited) experience sucking cock occurred during my senior year in high school.